It's Monday - a few more days until surgery. I worked all weekend cleaning up my bedroom, doing laundry, cleaning, getting ready. Can you ever really be "ready" for this type of surgery? No easy road to it. Parts of me want to go kicking and screaming into the night but other parts want it over with and to be cancer free. The cancer free part is winning out - the part that screams "Life" and "Family" and "God" and "Friends".
I've even discussed with my husband the "what if's". He didn't like to hear it - but I needed to let him know how I felt about "what if" this is the end of this journey. I know where I am going if this part of journey ends - I will be with my Father - my true Father. And if I end up getting through to continue my journey, I will still be with my true Father. So no matter what - I am with the true Light of Life. I have nothing to fear because He is with me. Who or what can be against me if He is for me? I love this Life - a true gift from God.
I had a talk with the devil today - and told Him that his cancer is not going to kill my Spirit or this body. He loses - again! I am fighting and I am winning! Oh Happy Day! God is Good!!!!
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